We have spent years
Digging this hole together
And for whatever reason
Every time I begin to give up
I find myself falling
Over and over again
Into the same trap
Tag: sad
Fire Away
Tucked in the barrel of a loaded gun
My grip was tight until I grew weak
Tired of pointing my words at you
I realized I was through with you
Plot Me
You wanted a perfect love
With a story that transcends
How could you be so foolish
To forget that stories end?
Leader
Follow me
I’ll pretend
Everything’s okay
Look at me
I’ll force a smile
You can’t fake
You know it’s lies
But I will dance
With your mistakes
Follow me
We’ll both pretend that
We’re okay
Apology
I'm sorry
But I know your sorry
Was never real
Pieces
I loved you in ways
I couldn't explain
Every piece of my soul
Longed for you
But you ripped me apart
While holding my heart
Left me empty
And broken in two
Control Me
I built an entire world
I placed a home for you to reside in
And for some reason you still envied
All prior lands I lent to others
You seemingly never realized
That the small patches of grass I grew
Were a precursor to the beautiful fields
I once wanted you to own
Goodbye
I could hate you
And blame you
And shame you for days
But that pain
Goes away
When I don’t let you stay
Letters To Him #3
I used to pity you, and all that you had gone through. Every action that had led to the scars on your heart, all the wrong you did not deserve. That is until I discovered the vengeance you seek in those you find unworthy. What defines worth, my dear? To you, the expectations on value and respect are never held to your own doing. So what defines worth? Innocent souls trip on mistakes in your path and you condemn them for life. What defines worth? You do realize that this pattern of defining another’s worth, to you, is a viscous cycle of revenge, right?
You will never find happiness and peace while battling a non-existent war. Look around, my dear, for you have wounded those around you who have had nothing but love for you. Hearts that have been misplaced due to your lack of empathy and self serving actions. I hope you finally get what you are looking for, however, I really hope you get what you deserve.
We Had More
The truth is that sadly
I’m always prepared
When fighting the bad that you did
But pushing away
All that which could be great
Is the battle I can’t seem to win
