I see you in blues
And sorrowful hues
Of colors that I've
Yet to touch
But I'm painting red
In a picturesque bed
I'm a lover who won't
Leave you much
You come seeking the truth
For a devilish youth
You believe I will use
As a crutch
A sin more than once
It was never enough
To let blue and my red
Ever touch
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Do you believe
That when the river
Of vicissitude
Passed between us
That we had a choice
To sink or float?
I wanted to survive
I held onto that hope
Turning Tables
He wanted
To fall in love
With a poet
To be the
Inspiration
Behind the most
Beautiful pieces
And here I am
Writing the most
Painful words
He has ever been
The source of
Success
There is no affirmation
That my choices
Are advantageous
There’s really no fun
In certainty anyways
Love
Close your eyes
Breathe in as she fills the space
Around you
The voids within you
Deliverance was never
Her responsibility
But she does it so well
Uncontrollable
I didn’t have a choice
Tiny touches of hope
In your eyes
Slowly tilted and tugged
Drained and tired
Blind
Give me the reason
For why the skies
Fell with no sound
And while everything
Was falling apart
I wasn’t aware
The roof was crumblingÂ
Until it was too late
Bliss
Here I amÂ
Enjoying the parts of me
That somehow
You never could
And now never will
Ordinary
I am not the girl
With finished thoughts
I am often uneasyÂ
With ultimatumsÂ
But I promise youÂ
The temporary timeÂ
I do give you
Will feel like forever
Inflated
You only keep those
Who boost your ego
A lack of criticism my dear
Will never help you grow