A part of meÂ
Fiends to be
The best at what I do
Including but
Not limited to:
- The best at loving you
Tag: heal
Claimant
You seethe in frustration
As you pull at the ends of
What you know
Somehow thinking you will
Unravel the solution
To a problem that never existed
In the first place
Favorite Song
Imagine a poisonous melody
That’s stuck inside your headÂ
And no matter what you seem to do
It’s a tune you can’t forget
But replace it with a feeling
Still on loop it will never end
Like fingertips against the skin
You will never touch again
Relentless
I will love the same way I loved beforeÂ
I will love someone even if I’m unsureÂ
I will love even when my heart becomes soreÂ
I will love until life lets me love no more
Letters To Him #2
I still can’t believe the levels of absolute sorrow you built for me, slowly pushing me into insanity. You absolutely crushed me, destroyed every broken piece of me until you were satisfied enough to walk away. I was too soft between your rough fingers, begging you to hold me gentle, you ignored all of my pleads. I begged and groveled at your feet for forgiveness for mistakes that I now realize I was never at fault for. All I desired was acceptance but you made sure to give me nothing but denial.
Letters To Him #1
I’m learning the true meaning of vulnerability. I am learning what it means to be open, fully and completely naked in my emotions no matter the consequences. I tend to close myself off after being hurt, or after learning that I can’t trust someone. And while that might be healthy in some ways, I am learning that it is okay to express you are hurt. For a full year I slowly became desensitized, incapable of feeling anything. I felt I never had a place to be open with you, and I really didn’t. Today I want you to know that the way I allowed myself to hurt in your presence was unacceptable. I will never allow self inflicted torture by “staying” ever again. Never again.
Love Yourself
You can’t be happy
With the whole
Of a relationship
If you aren’t in love
With your own half
Walk Away
Every step I took away from you
Was a step I took towards myself
I found that the only distance I had
Was the distance between me and my heart
Speak To Me
Giving an empty room
The life you know it needs
Simply with your velvet words
Blessing the air I breathe
On My Own
Laughter slips through
The holes in my soul
And while you may have answers
Your words fall on a hollow heart
Reminding me that
Some places and most people
Aren’t here to help me heal
What's Mine Is Yours 