as I curse at the sky
cry beneath the clouds
and melt in the sun
he reminds me that I am doing so
within a world he will always protect
Tag: poem
sometimes I wonderÂ
if feeling empty
is beneficial
because nothing
makes me feel more at peace
than your ability
to make me feel whole again
Did you know I was trapped?
I kept trying to break the mold
Fly away to freedom
But it turns out I was inevitably
Flying back to a cageÂ
Every time
I coddled your dreams
In hopes of growth
Only to find out
I was really feedingÂ
My own nightmares
It’s important to remind yourself
That in the absence of someone else’s presence
You are never to question or demeanÂ
The worth of your own existence
I have never believed in the idea of
“falling in love”
Instead, I believe we
“fall into the realization"
That we have been in love
The entire time
She dances under broken skies
Seeking pleasure with the pain
Of holding souls in tainted cries
While they melt into her veins
Her skin dripping with conviction
An infected moral code
Countless sins, on a hopeful whim
To pay a debt that she was owed
With a simple touch
I found myself spinning out of control
Grasping at anything to keep myself steady
And though he knew this all along
He still found himself in a state of confusion
As he watched me inevitably disconnect
From the ground beneath me
Clouded skies turn blue into grey
As promises from you continue to fade
The flowers I grew have wilted away
For a new foundation of all your disdain
I write the loudest words
When my mind is serene
But sit in quiet rooms
As my thoughts start to scream
What's Mine Is Yours 