I’m learning the true meaning of vulnerability. I am learning what it means to be open, fully and completely naked in my emotions no matter the consequences. I tend to close myself off after being hurt, or after learning that I can’t trust someone. And while that might be healthy in some ways, I am learning that it is okay to express you are hurt. For a full year I slowly became desensitized, incapable of feeling anything. I felt I never had a place to be open with you, and I really didn’t. Today I want you to know that the way I allowed myself to hurt in your presence was unacceptable. I will never allow self inflicted torture by “staying” ever again. Never again.
Tag: loveyourself
Love Yourself
You can’t be happy
With the whole
Of a relationship
If you aren’t in love
With your own half
Reflection
I hope you look in the mirror
And shed all that you see bad
I hope you see a reflection
Of all the good I left for you
Assumptions
You planted a seed of uncertainty
Which then sprung into this thought
That one day I might walk away
After finding a love you were not
You watered this concept for far too long
It grew to consume your mind
And while you nurtured this false idea
You then foolishly left me behind
I tried to stop you from losing it all
I planted a different seed
Which then grew into why I left you
For the love I could give back to me
What's Mine Is Yours 