do you think of me?
when she wraps herself around you
bringing what you think are
similar sensations 
of love and worship

you know her moans
do not float like mine
but you’ll pretend for a night
that she crashes like the waves
my oceans used to give to you

Release

It was an interesting feeling
Releasing the weight of trauma and sorrow
But also feeling more of the weight than ever before
Maybe because I was more aware it enabled me to feel more 
How interesting it is that while I find my happiness
I am also feeling exponential sadness