The truth is that sadlyÂ
I’m always prepared
When fighting the bad that you did
But pushing away
All that which could be great
Is the battle I can’t seem to win
Tag: Heart
Far Away
Fractured lies
A used disguise
Won’t save you from this fate
You’ll drown in hope
A thought provoked
Forced locks on every gate
Presence not
But not forgot
A promise to be kept
Here you are
Once near now far
For integrity is inept
Relentless
I will love the same way I loved beforeÂ
I will love someone even if I’m unsureÂ
I will love even when my heart becomes soreÂ
I will love until life lets me love no more
Letters To Him #2
I still can’t believe the levels of absolute sorrow you built for me, slowly pushing me into insanity. You absolutely crushed me, destroyed every broken piece of me until you were satisfied enough to walk away. I was too soft between your rough fingers, begging you to hold me gentle, you ignored all of my pleads. I begged and groveled at your feet for forgiveness for mistakes that I now realize I was never at fault for. All I desired was acceptance but you made sure to give me nothing but denial.
Letters To Him #1
I’m learning the true meaning of vulnerability. I am learning what it means to be open, fully and completely naked in my emotions no matter the consequences. I tend to close myself off after being hurt, or after learning that I can’t trust someone. And while that might be healthy in some ways, I am learning that it is okay to express you are hurt. For a full year I slowly became desensitized, incapable of feeling anything. I felt I never had a place to be open with you, and I really didn’t. Today I want you to know that the way I allowed myself to hurt in your presence was unacceptable. I will never allow self inflicted torture by “staying” ever again. Never again.
Luck or Love?
He gave me roses on a rainy day
Though he wasn’t the cause of my pain
And then he stayed to give me company
Though he knew I would drive him insane
Am I lucky or is that love?
Walk Away
Every step I took away from you
Was a step I took towards myself
I found that the only distance I had
Was the distance between me and my heart
I Am You
I discovered a piece of myself
While searching for my love in you
Realizing your hands have brought
The missing touch inside my truth
Rosey
Do you see the beauty in me?
A piece of me I have lost
Even if it’s me you see
In the end, what will it cost?
Tangled in vines you pull apart
You seem to be just fine
How long until I pierce your heart?
With the thorns I grew inside
Just Listen
One day you will learn
That raising your voice
To express your thoughts
Will yield no results
When yelling at a deaf heart
What's Mine Is Yours 