But if I told you that
I loved you, would
you say it with me?
Or hold it against me?
Tag: betrayal
Fatal Decision
I'm still trying to decipher
Why it is you equated
Victory with being
The last one standing
As if it wasn't possible to
Win this battle
With me by your side
You took one last swing
With a blade carved of reprisal
To blindly stab the only person
At the time who was ready to revel
In your triumph
Counterproductive
I have learned through
Recent emotional adversities
To never trust the words
Of those who demand respect
But cannot hold themselves
To the expectations they
Constantly put upon others
Letters To Him #3
I used to pity you, and all that you had gone through. Every action that had led to the scars on your heart, all the wrong you did not deserve. That is until I discovered the vengeance you seek in those you find unworthy. What defines worth, my dear? To you, the expectations on value and respect are never held to your own doing. So what defines worth? Innocent souls trip on mistakes in your path and you condemn them for life. What defines worth? You do realize that this pattern of defining another’s worth, to you, is a viscous cycle of revenge, right?
You will never find happiness and peace while battling a non-existent war. Look around, my dear, for you have wounded those around you who have had nothing but love for you. Hearts that have been misplaced due to your lack of empathy and self serving actions. I hope you finally get what you are looking for, however, I really hope you get what you deserve.
Glass Heart
My heart is made of glass
But has been stained
With all the colors of my love
I am fragile but hopefulÂ
That one day someone will understand
The depth of this work of art
Enraged
I can feel the fireÂ
As it rages up inside of me
It rises once againÂ
Slowly forming who I’m meant to be
Tried to be too different
Tried too hard to never disagree
But you were never with it
Now my love comes with a pricey fee
Letters To Him #2
I still can’t believe the levels of absolute sorrow you built for me, slowly pushing me into insanity. You absolutely crushed me, destroyed every broken piece of me until you were satisfied enough to walk away. I was too soft between your rough fingers, begging you to hold me gentle, you ignored all of my pleads. I begged and groveled at your feet for forgiveness for mistakes that I now realize I was never at fault for. All I desired was acceptance but you made sure to give me nothing but denial.
Grey Area
Not a friend nor a foe
Right or wrong? Neither knows
Fake a truce just to push away hate
Leave me hiding in fear
Can’t trust you or my tears
After waving your white flag too late
do you think of me?
when she wraps herself around you
bringing what you think are
similar sensationsÂ
of love and worship
you know her moans
do not float like mine
but you’ll pretend for a night
that she crashes like the waves
my oceans used to give to you
