It was an interesting feeling
Releasing the weight of trauma and sorrow
But also feeling more of the weight than ever before
Maybe because I was more aware it enabled me to feel more 
How interesting it is that while I find my happiness
I am also feeling exponential sadness


Feel me through my words
For I am too tired
To reach out a helping hand
My soul is resting
For I am too burdened
To give you what is mine
Remember me in thought
For I am too tainted
To continue down this path